Up...Down...Finding the Balance

I have been dwelling on my weight gain, knowing full well that I am responsible for picking up the food and putting it in my mouth but I realized after looking at my weight loss ticker that I haven't been this heavy since July.  I am shocked to think that in two weeks time, I could seriously sabotage my body enough to gain 8 pounds.  Scary, right? 

I am putting this train back on the right track with all I talked about and my YMCA fitness trainer session happens tonight.  I also plan on doing Zumba tonight with the kiddos.  If anything, they can get a good laugh. 

I am exactly 29 lbs. down and have 29 lbs. to lose to my goal weight.  I am going to meet that goal by Dec 2012!  I feel like I'm teetering and could easily go back up but the right thing is to win this battle and go down.  I love thinking that I'm on a teeter totter and that I have to counter the "fat May."